It's disorienting and sad, but it's as good a time as any to step back and think about what you really want out of life. A girl can fantasize a bit, right? What do I want?
It seems simple when viewed from above:
a little house with a little garden on a lot of land. Flowers and trees. Some animals, some vegetables, a kid or two. Cooking, reading, running around. Playing outside. Playing inside. An annual trip to Cape Cod or Maine or Montreal. Or some friend's somewhere. Drive-ins and farmer's markets and museums.
Long drives and music and love.
That seems simple, right? I think so. It makes me want to cry. *wipes away tear* That's more than just the Four Loko talking.